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Thursday, April 25, 2013

... To The Wall?

I've been putting off all of the interviews until the summer, so all I really have to film right now is VINES getting ready for this growing season. Am I missing stuff? Am I just waiting? Sometimes I feel as though the exact mindset I am advocating against with this documentary has been creeping into my own lifestyle, especially lately, with so many things wrapped up, so little happening, I need to be giving myself work, but I seem to just be waiting for work to come to me.
Is this similar to writer's block? when it feels like another creative idea will never come out of your head and that your creative drive has been lost somewhere far away.
Strangely enough, it's times like these when the most people prod me about progress, asking how my film is doing.. why is that?
There is this idea shaking around in my skull that once I have interviews I can make a skeleton and install the footage around that. Is this me being practical or lazy?

Sometimes I fear a loss of drive, taking it as a sign of a lost future, but somehow that isn't enough motivation to get my ass in gear.

-Kevin