Yesterday Tried To Crush Me

       Yesterday started out with a crash-course lecture in DCP (Digital Cinema Package) and it was all things i had never heard of before, like... coding and how to encrypt files and [digital] public keys and private keys, gamma, color space, etc etc etc. Basically 3 hours of me sitting and feeling like a complete moron, and being talked to about these things I didn't know existed, and these words I didn't understand. I felt so out of place that I started feeling like i really don't belong here, I am completely and totally unqualified for this job, and "What am I doing here, I should just get a plane home before I embarrass myself".

       I proceeded from there feeling out of place and incapable, so i had to remind myself that we had to sit through the lecture for a reason, everyone else was learning too (though I was learning what they already knew)

       After that it got easier, I did a bunch of work and got more comfortable/confident.

        Then I was exhausted.

         Then I got to see some old friends.

          Then I got drunk and played Fluxx.

            Then ZzZzzZzzzz...




To a new day.

       -Kevin